College

Its weird how I always pictured it would be so easy to write when it came down to it. I find it reasonably easy to write for fun, either here or in a journal. However, when it comes time to write about myself for other people, all of a sudden its like I don't know English anymore. All I can get down is one sentence, and on top of that, it is a pretty horrible sentence.

I need to just sit down and get it done. But I feel like it deserves more than that too. This is the essay that will determine the rest of my life, or at the very least the next four years of it. Nothing I have ever written has had that much weight before.

Also its not like I know what I am writing. How am I supposed to write something to let other people get to know me when I don't even fully know who I am? What are my strengths? Weaknesses? The things that make other people want to hang out with me? The things that drive people away? I DON'T KNOW

I mean I guess I have to stop avoiding it at some point. I only have 14 days left. Shit.