Self-Consciousness

Studies show that it is very normal for teenage girls to be self-conscious about something about themselves. I mean, I don't know of any studies on this topic, but they probably show this because from my experience at least, it is true. But just because it is normal doesn't mean it (excuse my wording) feels less bad. Personally, my self-consciousness is not in my body weight or wearing/not wearing make-up or anything. Mine is about what I wear. I know it sounds weird, but it gets bad. I actually get incredibly anxious whenever I have to get dressed to go somewhere and I want to look somewhat nicer than usual. I get so freaked out and suddenly don't like any of the clothes I own. Nothing I find is good enough and I just get more and more anxious as the process goes on. Finally, after a breakdown or two, I decide to wear one of the same 5 outfits I always wear because I know it looks reasonable at least. 

I am sorry if you thought this post was going to be insightful. It was really just a way for me to complain about how anxious I make myself over stupid things. But it is also to show that eself-consciousness happens to everyone and that even if you are self-conscious over a stupid thing, it is still just as big of a deal. Also, this post was also to check to see if anyone know the loop hole or the cheat code to get out of the whole self-conscious thing because, let's be honest, it is getting old and I want to be able to wear some cool outfit and feel confident about it and not on the verge of breaking down with worry over whether or not it looks good.

So yeah. Those are my thoughts.